say-it-in-art-and-vulgarities:
THANK YOU.
AMEN to that
So im thinking and…
I never want to show anyone my weakness. Im done with opening up and getting taken advantage of…
Woman can fucking suck sometimes..
V-Day….
I really dont mean to sound like every single bitter, and single woman out there, buttttt….. i hate feb. 14th, yes i dislike valentines day. a day of love.. Im sure if i was dating someone id feel completely different, but im not.
Today my ex girlfriend amanda, decided to text me. She tells me she LOVES ME, CARES ABOUT ME, and even though shes with someone else now, she dreams of me everynight…
Gah, why me.. Either be with me, or forget about me..please stop playing heart/head games with me.
She makes it impossible to get over her, my ex fiancee.
I need a drink right about now..
k so the other night..
I went out with a friend to a bar, and i bumped into some girls that i know. .
one being my ex, the other being the sisters of this girl that I used to have a thing with.
I ended up having a convo with that girls mom for about 15 minutes.
I started to talk to Deb again.. and I started to cry.
Her mother told me she is moving to Edmonton. Ive been in love with this girl for like a year or two.. But everytime i would try to tell her something would happen.. my best friend started to date her, her ex was trying to get me out of the picture.
years ago in grade 10 deb was inlove with me, and i turned her down..
i realized that i made a huge mistake..
and now im crazy for her..
I havent felt so broken hearted before, no one has ever made me this nervous.. no one has made me feel true, honest feelings , that are so intense.
But bright side to all of this heart ache, is she promises to come down a lot, and would like to go on a date with me.
I might get the girl that got away after all..
Wish me luck <3
Boy Meets World - my favorite love quote of all time.
Shawn: You know, he used to tell me how wonderful you were, but guys always say great things about their girlfriends until they break up. That's when the truth comes out. You know, I've waited 15 years to find out what he really thinks about you. Do you wanna know what he thinks about you now that you've broken up?
Topanga: No. Shawn, I don't wanna talk about him.
Shawn: Now that you've broken up, he still tells me how wonderful you are.
im annoyed
everytime i go out to the bar with my friend, who is straight by the way.
Everytime i go i get hit on by jamacians. no matter how many times i say no thanks , not interested, they keep on tryin.
those Jamacians love those big girls eh, which is why they hit on me.
they make me want to lose weight lol
